To Weigh or Not to Weigh that is the question.

Now I'm getting nervous, tomorrow morning I have to put my fat butt on the scale and see the damage. I know it's something I have to do but I don't want too. If  I actually see the numbers then that means I'm actually that fat. I don't picture myself as being fat I still see the skinny one who lost all the weight. That is until I get on a scale, see pictures of me, see myself in the mirror and those are all things that I can stay away from. Just gotta keep reminding myself what my goals are and that I can do this. I've done it once before so there is no reason I can't do it again. 16hrs and counting...

It's almost "D" day!!

I'm getting real excited about starting the process of becoming the new me. 2 days and counting, i'm still pigging out though :( I know this isn't the right way to begin but I can't stop my self. I'm a little afraid of what's going to happen on Tuesday when I get the munchies. I just have to remember what my ultimate goal is and it's going to take a while to get there. It's kind of funny how easy it is to gain the weight but it's so hard to lose it. I'm going to start my shopping list today so this should be fun. Gotta figure out what I'm gonna drink, I can't drink diet soda and don't want to have to only drink water. I'll figure it out. Have a wonderful Sunday!!

Getting ready for the new me!!

So starting February 1st I'm going back on to Weight Watchers. I'm tired of having my picture taken and looking like a fat cow. So I decided last week that it's time for a change. I have previously done WW and did really well. So since I decided this I have since made a chocolate cake with chocolate frosting, ate fish & chips, ate tons of pasta etc. Gotta get it all out of my system. I know what a wonderful way to get started by gaining more weight. Oh well that's what I do best.